Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Why...?

I just can't take it any more! I so frustrated with this! Is there something to bash my head into?
Today, for the first day in, oh, about 2 weeks, no one was complaining of feeling sick. I was so happy. And I'm not even exaggerating about the 2 week thing either... it really has been this long (actually longer). Krysta was feeling sick most recently, up until last night even. It was music to my ears when she said she was all better. Brett was feeling great too. I've been fine since last Friday and Travis never really did get all that sick in the first place. Asher had a normal diaper this morning and was eating normally, too. So what could be the problem you ask? Well, Asher now has diarrhea which as with I've seen with this @Q*#$!@#%&!@(#% stomach bug is how it starts out. I'm just about ready to cry. Why can't we get rid of this stupid thing? I told both kids to stay away from him as I don't want them sick again but there's nothing I can do about it. I have to feed him, change his diapers, bathe him and since he's a mommy addict, I spend a good part of the day holding him too. What's going to stop me from getting it for a 3rd time? And once I get it, how am I going to stop everyone else from getting it? Do you see the never ending cycle here? I'm hoping and praying that he just had diarrhea for some unknown reason and he's really not sick (again... this would be his 3rd time getting it as well) but I'm really not holding out much hope.
If I could just find the person who gave this to us I'd go and give them a good beating and I'm not a violent person either. I FREAKING HATE THIS!!!

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