Suffocating

I seriously feel like I can't breathe. Physically, I'm fine. My anxiety is through the roof and I'm depressed. I feel like everything just sucks right. It's 2:22 am and I can't sleep because of how awful I feel. I just hope that school turns out to be good for me. Give me a chance to get out and just be me instead of being so-and-so's mom or Travis's wife. Maybe I can start to feel human. I guess I'm just rambling right now. Life is just extra shitty right now.